My dreams are made of sugar and blood - Poem
Lately I see my future in my dreams
But they don't come with the comfort
that dreams usually brings.
My dreams are made of tired eyes,
Everything's usually black or white,
In it I live my dream life
I have the job that I want
And the life that I asked for
But I never ever smile
I guess I'll always want more.
My dreams are made of money on big amounts,
In my dreams I have a big house,
a climatized pool, a leather couch,
But I'm completely alone
And I realize,
that the thing that scares me the most
Is to live on my own.
My dreams are made of sugar and blood
They're all I ever wanted
And all I'll never be
So I lose my hope
Hoping I won't lose me with it.
Lonely - Poem
My expectations are so high
That they will never be fulfilled
So instead of chasing them
I just imagine them in my daydream.
And I know I shouldn't
I know I should go after what I want
After what I believe
But life seems to be only nice
To people who are not me.
And I try and try
To pretend I don't care
But the truth is that
the only thing I want is company
But when I look next to me
I see no one there.
Student's life - Poem
I can't study and
I can't work.
I get distracted,
I hate the clock
Hating the memory that I got
Others can but I cannot.
I wasn't born for this,
Haven't even started and I wanna quit.
Really wish I could
But I don't have the energy.
My mind can't focus,
I zone out a lot.
This is harder
Than I thought.
Want the happy ending
But I hate the plot.
Too many expectations
That brings me so much pain.
Causing me desperation
And feelings I can't explain.
They start a conversation
When there's nothing to say.
I hate this situation
Stuck in my body and brain.
This is draining me
I just wanna leave
I just wanted something to be
But now I just wanna be free
Nerea García-Rodríguez is 16 years old and is from Andalucía, Spain. She is a young artist that likes to write and act. She's currently assisting an acting school but she'd like to be a poet in the future so she writes as much as she can.